So next Saturday will be 1 year to the day of me being officially single. This weekend I started selling stuff because I need money and need the room but I’m now feeling guilty. Guilty because by selling this stuff it’s more official. Which sounds weird because obviously it’s quite official and has been, considering he’s been living with his new girl since January.
But just knowing the stuff we picked out, stuff he worked hard to pay for…I’m selling it. Is this guilt? Or am I simply just hitting another stage of the grieving process? Being alone doesn’t bother me. Seeing his stuff gone didn’t bother me. But blatantly selling stuff we choose together…for some stupid ass reason that hurts the worst.
I know, this too shall pass. But I’d feel better if it passed faster!