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For once I’m letting myself be happy. I have this sinking feeling that The Geek will convince himself we aren’t meant to be together. Maybe it’s just me being my typical “prepare for the worst, hope for the best” self, but in reality I don’t think he’ll want to commit in any way.

I think I’m OK with that. It’ll suck, sure, because I like him. But in the end why try to shove a square in to a round hole? If it works, great, if it doesn’t, I’ll be

So right now I’m just enjoying the happy high. I think I’ve earned the right to be happy for a little while.